I'm feeling very positive right now. Odd, because nothing is really going on...I'm not in a show, and have no prospects. I don't have a boyfriend, and have no prospects. I don't really have any plans...
And i'm very xanax about the whole thing. Hah.
I'm not saying I don't have goals, I have mainly the same goals as i've had the majority of my adult life - I'm just not interested in thinking badly of myself if those things don't materialize right away.
As I write this i'm sitting in my nearly empty office following holiday break, no one has really returned to work this morning (which was fine because I got a seat on the bus and there was no traffic.) I have no makeup on and pimples showing, my pants are rolled up because I took off my heels and I'm wearing new fuzzy snowflake socks from Christmas.
Where has this zen been all along?
I think I'll take a bath and clean my apartment tonight.
Q: ZEN for the future?
Love,
Jennifur
